OFF my rocker blog therapy (again)
I have been off my rocker the past week ... I told my husband a few days ago... "I JUST FEEL OFF". I have been feeling just strange, off center I guess... like I have been walking around with foggy glasses on. When I am on my rocker I feel great. Rockin along not missin a beat, enjoying life and feeling the joy that goes along with it. .... But man, off my rocker feels like crap. It really IS the same old story. I dont know why I even bother to repeat it here again and again.. but all I know is THIS is what I do and how I have gotten myself to where I am. I write about how I feel, about my progress and setbacks. Mostly this works because I get my frustration out. Writing here helps keep my head on straight, brings me back to reality... that life gets in the way, that choices of the past are in the past and that today .. right here .. now ... is the only thing I do do anything about. Last night i was up to about 2am coughing. In the past I would assume I was getting sick...