Its been 8 months since my last post. I have become one of THOSE people. A few years ago i would find blogs I loved and was inspired by and I would follow them… only to find they would go months without posting. ….. Sorry… thats what I have become.
I am at a point where my blog needs to be something more. I have been so busy doing what I love i haven't had time to sit and write. I dream of my own website, my own forums page, my own youtube channel to help coach and inspire people to be who they were created to be. The past 8 months have been amazing, stressful, exciting and mind blowing. I am in the best shape of my life but still struggle to be healthier. Celiacs has taken many years to get accustomed too. I have had to conquer my food addiction, my sadness that I cannot be like everyone else and that some food is just poison to me. Thats my life… but even with the celiacs, i am thankful. I am thankful i finally feel GOOD… GREAT… I feel better than i did when I was 10 years old… and at almost 46 not many other women could say that about themselves. I have my own ups and downs, i am not perfect but I am determined.
Over the past 8 months, I have led hundreds of people in dance fitness, in dance worship and I have walked side by side with clients who are struggling to find what works for them, to squash their demons and find whats holding them back. I have felt the joy of the Spirit come over me while sweat drips off my nose and elbows onto the stage. I have cried tears of joy while leading 200plus people in Christian Dance Fitness because I am in awe that THIS is what I get to do. I have laughed with my Zumba class as they share with me the funny moments of messing up, and shouted at the top of my lungs as I witness how hard they push themselves. I have groaned in pain for having fallen off stage, only to get up and keep going. I have suffered the pain of a broken toe while sharing the JOY of dance fitness and not missing a class because of it.( I am still recovering from both of those injuries. )
I feel called.
I wrote a post years ago saying I wanted to start a REVOLUTION. That something needed to change, I feel that even deeper now. I don't know whats in store for me, I do know I am ready and willing to get out of my comfy zone and answer the call.
here we go.
I am at a point where my blog needs to be something more. I have been so busy doing what I love i haven't had time to sit and write. I dream of my own website, my own forums page, my own youtube channel to help coach and inspire people to be who they were created to be. The past 8 months have been amazing, stressful, exciting and mind blowing. I am in the best shape of my life but still struggle to be healthier. Celiacs has taken many years to get accustomed too. I have had to conquer my food addiction, my sadness that I cannot be like everyone else and that some food is just poison to me. Thats my life… but even with the celiacs, i am thankful. I am thankful i finally feel GOOD… GREAT… I feel better than i did when I was 10 years old… and at almost 46 not many other women could say that about themselves. I have my own ups and downs, i am not perfect but I am determined.
Over the past 8 months, I have led hundreds of people in dance fitness, in dance worship and I have walked side by side with clients who are struggling to find what works for them, to squash their demons and find whats holding them back. I have felt the joy of the Spirit come over me while sweat drips off my nose and elbows onto the stage. I have cried tears of joy while leading 200plus people in Christian Dance Fitness because I am in awe that THIS is what I get to do. I have laughed with my Zumba class as they share with me the funny moments of messing up, and shouted at the top of my lungs as I witness how hard they push themselves. I have groaned in pain for having fallen off stage, only to get up and keep going. I have suffered the pain of a broken toe while sharing the JOY of dance fitness and not missing a class because of it.( I am still recovering from both of those injuries. )
I feel called.
I wrote a post years ago saying I wanted to start a REVOLUTION. That something needed to change, I feel that even deeper now. I don't know whats in store for me, I do know I am ready and willing to get out of my comfy zone and answer the call.
here we go.
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I am so proud of what you are doing and how far you have come.
You are living your destiny.