not too good.

ok.. so here is the deal

Could it be the honey moon is over? you know what I mean. I am just in a funk. Cant seem to get my back in my groove and be excited about my plan. I felt like such a runner, such an athelete the last month before and a few days after the marathon but now..... well... See my list over there to the right? 2 misses. Not good for a first week "back". Here are my thoughts right now:

1. I miss my alone time runs. I miss it just being assumed that on (insert a day) I would be running for a few hours. time by myself.
2. I miss the warm weather. I am telling you, you might as well tell me its 20below if its in the 50s! I wake up cold and know its just my brain getting in my way of getting out the door.
   
3. I dont know if I really like my plan.... I want to have some long runs (like 10 miles) or so on my list do.
   
4. Track is great but I need to figure out when I can get my own workout in!
   

I know I know... I am just fussing.... If i would just have my stuff ready to go the night before and stop making excuses every morning then life would be so much better!

so.. track practice tonight, dont know how far or what we are doing.... I am exhausted from Co-op and will prob let whatever I do at track be enough for today but will do abwork when I get home.

will let know know when i am done.

might change my plan... need to figure it all out.... its all about what I like and miss compared to wanting to improve and get faster.... just dont know.